Useless.
I’m blowing it.
I hate that I base my life decisions on someone that’s not even totally serious about me. I also hate that I procrastinate so much. As soon as I’m finished feeling sorry for myself I’ll write this paper that was due weeks ago.
I’m so sick of wasting my time.
Things are never going to change and I’m never going to have you to myself. The sad part is, I can’t seem to get over you. I never wanted to be the pathetic female that becomes obsessed. But..I guess it’s too late.
